today
i chewed weekahn
clearing
my throat
of
this nest you built
and
abandoned
its
eggs unhatched grew cold
and
thin shells remained
too
fragile to touch
like
these empty words
i
choke on
last
night i fell asleep crying
over
the memory of the morning
we
wove a kete with our hands
then
gathered our hearts inside
like
kaimoana and your tongue was
kina
roe in my mouth
this
morning i found a dream
tangled
in the web
overhanging
my bed
in
it a river flowed
over
my
split lips
from
the ocean of unsaid
words
i have kept dammed
with
two feathers and a bone carefully
carved
then set in the nest in my throat
and
those waters diverted
to
the dry cracks of my barren heartland
overflowed
the fields where a whole world
once
grew
now
when i speak
i
spit up bits of broken shells
and
dead stalks and leaves
rustle
in
my mouth
while
in the distance
the
sound of rivers
rages |